As i was walking home today (happy birthday, Mich!!!!) i was thinking of this personality quiz i did (link below)... the results of my quiz was that i am such a person who craves approval... sad to say, that is true... honestly, i do care wat pple think of me... maybe too often and too much...so much so that i didnt realised that i have compromised on so many things in my life and worse still, i've convinced myself that that is wat i wan...
so here, i will try to be myself... just me... (at least in this entry)...
i want enough money to live comfortablely... not to worry about the next economic downturn or losing my job, not to fear for my children's education or our medical fees or taxes...
i wan to learn new skills like pottery and yoga, improve my cooking, travel the world physically by foot or on ships (and not just stare at my comp screen!), tend to my pots of herbs and flowers, practice some wiccian magic, have time for a cuppa now and then with frens and family and most importantly live wif pple who love and accept who i am...
i believe that i can achieve in time to come, bec believing is seeing and im not just saying for saying's sake...Truth: athletes must picture in their mind (believing) themselves pulling off their stunts before they are able to actually pull it off(seeing). God exist because pple believe in him... thus, believing can cause miracles eh?... do u believe? i do!
and that is a little piece of me for today... i hope i am digestable... bec i definately DO NOT want to be puke.. haha... find yourself and BE yourself...
personality quiz that i took, try it:
http://www.colorquiz.com/` your's sincerely... me.
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Wednesday, August 24, 2005
To my Second Yr!
i have tried out schooling for 2 days now... as a sophomore.. haha...
but truth is, im still adapting to the new school environment.....
anyway, im sure u guys are more interested in wat i have observed....
hello??? there is no seat for my butt! hahahaFact: the attack of the freshies
are my eyes playing tricks on me but do i see more guys struting around?Fact: the 2005 cohort is made up of ard an equal amount of gals and guys
hm.. is my skirt too short????Fact: nah.... other skirts are WAY shorter!
have i gain weight?Fact: YES! the books i carry weight the same as 1o gold bars but not the value
wooo.. classes are so....zzzZz zZZz zz..Fact: classes are the same...(maybe worse, afterall its only the 2nd day)
oops, can u lend my some er.. $$$?Fact: books aint cheep ( i burn over $100 already..boo hoo hoo)
hi, can i have ur number?Fact: its back to square 1 in creating project teams in pre assigned classes. (so far im still quite fortunate in this)
` kk, nitez all, and its an early lesson tmr!
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Monday, August 22, 2005
Man, pay attention!
it would not hurt u one bit to carry heavy boxes or bags of things for woman! im not talking about little pink handbags but the real stuffs that weight a ton! afterall did u not have more strength to start with?????
it did not hurt u to wait for ur buddies so why does waiting for us, woman make u complain???? (given that the time u waited is the same)
Why to u take advantage of us when u had a head start in the first place????
(read watever u wan into this)
Man, why do u seek to do us harm, have we not suffered and toiled thr centurys to earn OUR PLACE now...why do u still hurt us!
` pissed at man (im sure its temp.... but not the least unimportant!)
p.s: this angst fill entry is caused by my monster of a brother.... but i do note the similar characteristic in the species called Man. of course i noe there is a few good man out there... but lets be honest, most are jerks....
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Sunday, August 21, 2005
A doublly special day...
its a Happy Birthday to 2 v important person in my life....
one to my mom and one to my honey!!!!!
wishing both of them lots of happiness and luck (u nv noe when u need them)!
haha... wat a coincidence eh? i spent all my August 21st wif both of them if i can... 1 in day, 1 in night(with mom.. just in case u guys think too far haha)... so thats wat i did today too... but i squeeze both into the day...
here is the itinery:
10am: Yum Cha @Chinatown
1pm: Home (present opening ceremony for mom)
2.30pm-4pm: some R & R at grand's
4.45pm: meet honey and frens @Changi Airport
5pm: dinner @Pasta Fresca
around 7pm: desert @Swenson
around 8pm: head home....
something came up n i must go off....
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Saturday, August 20, 2005
it was a small step forward for me
today i decided on an important milestone of my life.... (drum rolls pls....)
i have decided to compare 2 olympus digicams and just forget about Canon one! cool eh???? hahaha.... i noe it seems like a small step... but u noe wat they say about the first step on the moon.... "1 small step by grace but a giant leap for mankind(pals who shop wif me)"... (er... i believe that this is not v accurate but it will do, u get wat i mean rite??? no? nvm... haha) at least i have some progession... i was so stuck on canon at first la... at least im moving...haha..
oh ya,a silly tip of the day: do not go for the tangy lemon dip for MAc... u can only choose 2 max per meal.. so ya me and my honey tried that and the sizzling one... the unanimous decision is the sizzling sauce!!! haha.. we havent tried the thai chili one... and i will be giving the wasabi one a miss.. so ya... haha (man this is sooo.... pointless haha...)
yesterday. was the last day of work for me... and i wasnt feeling very well... i think i must have caught sth... but well, the day ended v much like the rest except that i receive a present from my 2 incharges and a collegue! cool eh? i was so surprised! my ic walked into the store carrying this plastic bag and i tot to myself, wow she bought stuffs again (for herself)... so rich ar... then she put on the table, right in front of me and i was like putting it away so that i can slump on the table in a more comfortable position and she push it back... then i tot she wanted me to see the stuff she bought.. so i peeped in and i saw a pink box and an envelope that reads "Specially for Grace!" i was so surprise! haha... so nice of them...and here's wat i took away from my 3rd job experience:
People Matters- its not about pay all the time....
Create Bonds- every1 should!
Give your 100% - then u wont feel bad.
Create Improvements- be the Boss!
`i meet really nice pple there, im so glad i met them... thankful to meet nice pple... hee
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Thursday, August 18, 2005
for reading over high tea....
its the small things in life that makes your life rich.. today will go down in the history books for me....
i met my honey around my house area because he need to change bus here to get home... so we bought bubble tea and i walk him all the way to his bus stop... because he was in uniform, we cant hold hands see.. so it kinda like 'so near yet so far' kinda feeling... (soft sigh), we talk a little, joke a little, smile much and it was all so nice and sweet... then the cup was empty, the bus arrived (2nd bus) and i was sending him off... it was a sad, lonely feeling... i dun like it! but i cant do anything about it... i wonder if thats how 1 person feels when the person he/she loves is leaving, mayhapes just for a hour or a day, just for the night.... it still makes one think of grey skies, empty streets and empty homes....
i wonder if my honey feels like that all the time he sends me home... i hope not... that will be really bad... and i wish that one day we wont have to say so many good byes....
` thoughtful
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Tuesday, August 16, 2005
U never know.....
haha.. nope, no secrets will be shared on my blog.. at least not today... wat the title is supposed to mean is to say that 1 never knows when 1 might meet a saviour, friend, foe or better still a comrade... here, i will give u 2 good (we all noe that bad ones exist esp in class) examples:i just found out that my collegue digs Corrinne May's songs.. and was her avid listener since her first (i say first because Corrinne May's debut album now is a re produced one) album... and she was looking for some1 to accompany her to the sold out concert!!! but none of us went in the end because, she didnt find me, and bec me n my bf took too long to decide if we should go... (deep sigh and shake head, everbody!)a long time ago... (ok, not so long... im 18 only afterall, hee) when this gal was starting her first day of secondary school.. she met this tall, fair girl who was looking down on every1 (she was walking pass this gal's table see... plus we all noe that this gal has a little height problem.. haha)and tot to herself.. there goes another pretty and haughty gal... just my luck to share a class wif her... (pls pardon my meanness... im a litttle gal then k? haha) but who noes... this gal's first impression would turn out so wrong? the tall, fair gal became v good friends with this gal and they all live happily ever after... oops, sorry... i mean theirs is a friendship to last for a long long time...
` and while i take time to be thankful for the people in my life (i mean U too), i would also like to wish this tall, fair gal a happy 20th birthday... and may all her wishes come true and all her secret ones too (just in case u have)... hee
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Monday, August 15, 2005
a long one (i mean the entry)
hm... this isnt the usual hour that i will blog... but can only find time to do it today... now u see... the saturaday was spent on my honey and his pals (ok, they are mine too now, hee... i hope i not too bhb) we went to find digicams... but it was an unfulfilling trip.. bec.. .alas 'fickle' thy name is woman.. haha i cant make up mind on which to get... and worse if i should get.. so... (deep sigh) i led my beloved on a wild goose chase... and i myself spent all those hours scrolling thr websites for nothing....sunday is the day that will make or break my QM results... i didnt go to my grands' afterall becuase well.... no1 went... (here, i mean pple my age... haha) thus i waste a fine sunday pooring over my notes and making nonsense out of sense (just add 'non', haha.. lame...) and of course i took a little break by going out for a breather....(wat's a gal to do?...hee)lastly, monday arrived, and all hell broke lose.... haha... ok, so it is not as terrible as that...i held through this stomach pain till i reach school for the last quiz and also the last day of my summer class (woo hoo!!!!) haha... er... the quiz is ok la.. but finding out im in the last band of the class sucks! (down cast eyes...) then me and my pals went to get our lappies connected to sch's network... the supposed 15 mins drag to like 2 hours! (that is estimates for you!) haiz... then after a hurried lunch (do u noe that that is bad for u?) i went to work till ard 10pm... haiz...
tired? you bet! but glad that tmr is an off day! (crazy Yeahs!!!)` lured to bed...
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Friday, August 12, 2005
u can skip this entry... NOT!
today, dispite being in the comfort of my home the whole day, i did not feel at ease or comfortable... why? bec of school work of course, family and my bf.... haiz...
maybe im not smart enough for UNI... sometimes i just dun get it! you noe? like nothing is going ur way... and i am in this time crisis... i lack time! if i can split myself 3 ways.. i will be able to do everything i am supposed to do and want to do... but haiz... too bad, the last i check i only human...
... some sighings........
........ a little moody..
......a few sulks..........
then,
2 angels approached me to cheer me up and shine their little light... and i open my eyes and really see... that im not a human after all... im a fairy.... (hee hee)` thanks pals, love u guys lots....
p.s: happy birthday babe!
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Tuesday, August 09, 2005
On your 40th birthday....
i wish you...
more wisdom, (to right yr wrongs)
more courage, (to admit them)
more fertility, (you really need this)
more love, (from ur children)
more prosperity, (er... i think every1 want this)
and more harmony! (for peace)
i celebrated Singapore's 40th Birthday @ Yishun today... im one of the 5000 forming the national flag.... hee im the white part.. haha... an insignificant little speck in the making of the flag... and to my disappointment, it is nothing much la... the 5 stars and the cresent moon is all props.. not made by us one... hahah.. that really shock me lor
the fireworks are great! when are they arent? haha... the feeling is quite high but not as high if u are live at Padang or Stadium... duh... haha.. but definately better than staying at home... hee but due to traffic i missed Shooting Stars... jammed at Yishun.. haha... that is a first!
oh well, tmr i have to go back to sch... (sad face) but, my honey promised me a trip to Wonko's Chocolate Factory with Charlie.. yeah!!! i cant wait man... and also bec i really miss my honey... wish he was wif me today...
` tired...
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Sunday, August 07, 2005
grace under the weather
i dun feel good again... shucks.... vomite after breakfast.. haiz.. and i didnt even eat lunch... gosh... luckily i felt better after puking.... but my schedule was disrupted... dun noe why i feel so unwell these days... haiz... is it wat i drink? bec i drank ice milk tea again.. and i felt a little car-sicked while in my mom's car... haiz...
` praying for better health....
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Saturday, August 06, 2005
i dont want to wake up....
sometimes in my reality i seem to sense shockwaves coming from another dimension telling me that my reality aint that real after all... maybe, it is my sub concious telling me that life is too good to be true... i dun worry about money until recently and i dun worry tat much at all.... i have no concept of hardship... hello? im life is a bed of roses (minus thorns), i dun do house work unless i want to, i dun cook unless i feel like it... i am pampered with lots of pretty and unnessary trinkets... i have got my close friends and family beside me all the time....
i dun wan to give up my reality, it is my comfort zone, my sheltered harbour... i dun noe how to face financial difficulties or the working society... how to climb the corporate ladder ( is it an inborn thing??? haha) i dun noe how to face independence...
all i noe is that no matter how i try to fight the calls and signs from the other reality... it is just as real or even more so than my beautifully woven reality...
but when the time comes that i have out grown my cocoon... i will be ready to fly! i must!
` sweet dreams... zzzZzZzzzzz
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Thursday, August 04, 2005
short but nice entry
it was a hectic day as usual, in the life of 1 me. haha... i spoit the beautiful summer morning with class... and i was late for class too... haiz and i met heidi ( she was late too but then again, there is nothing unusual in that hee hee) then i hurried to work...and work till late at night (ok, so it is only 9.30.. but still..)
and i receive a surprise from 1 lex luther (nah!) haha its just lex... haha anyway thanks for the souvenirs! you made my day!
` thanks and got to go do project liao!
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Tuesday, August 02, 2005
blessed with an ordinary day
after the days i had (1 i started the day wif puking, another i end up in the toliet for like the 5th time) i seem to see the pleasure in just having an ordinary day... or maybe you can say... an extraordinary one, after all isnt it a miracle just to have a day to begin with?
not every1 is as blessed to have a day, some babies dun see the light of our sky at all, a year, some die too young or 10 years, some have limited time... so each day should be to be thanked for eh? hee...
today is extra blessed bec i have no work! yeah yeah yeah! bec my honey meet me for dinner and send me home (muack! honey), bec a fren lend me her popular card (small blessings should not be negleted), bec i met an old fren and another on msn, bec i can attempt my QM case study better, bec i am safe and content, bec i have you all
sometimes, i need reminding from pple to be grateful for small things, other times i try to remind you.` blessed
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