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Monday, February 28, 2005

er... im not sure wat im feeling today...

MA is a goner.. no need to tell me.. i noe it myself haiz.
my bro didnt score well for his O'levels... and i feel a little sad for him... im not sure if my dad noes yet but... i dun dare to say anything until my bro say sth...
i think the actmen are getting closer.. (but y did paik went MIA?) haha... aniway the all gals want to thank ivan for his generosity! we appreciate the tarts and sausages... thx! hee

quote for today: Death ends lifes, not relationships...

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Sunday, February 27, 2005

i nOe i reaLLy shoULdn't bUt...

Hm.. mm... i am on a book devouring spree... just finish 2 paperbacks... n now aiming for more...
target no. 1 Fire Me Up (by Katie MacAlister ), no.2 Harry Potter & the half blood prince ( by j.k. Rowling), no.3 any other books tat i can get my hands on muahahaha... (oops did i sound mad?)
haha anyway... i think i almost finish up my MA & bgs stuffs liao... the rest tat i dun understand.... i really dun man.. so ya.... hm... i think its time for er... brunch? yup.. my stomach is hungry haha...

` scavaging for munchies...

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Friday, February 25, 2005

A bRight & Shining MomeNt...

home again... haiz seems like being home means hitting the books... 1 chapter more for bgs & 2 more chapters for MA.. god, MA is tough leh.. i dun even understand wat i doing... ( frustrated! )
O, well, at least i watch a movie today & meet up my good frens...
okay, the movie... this is wat happened, i bought the ticks at 10.12am wanting to watching the 12pm show... then we went for Mac for breakfast... when we finish eating we had a look at the ticks n it say for the 9.55am show. we were shocked & a little worried that we cant exchange for the ticks we want... it was 11am then. we rush to tell the tick seller that she gave us the wrong ticks... lucky she exchange it for us ( else i will sue her using my bizlaw knowledge haha ). oh did i mention the movie i watched? it was Closer (M18) its v er... how to put it? R rated.. lots of er... ya sexual content i think.... yaya er... i dun quite get the story line.. the only saving grace is tat natalie portman is v beautiful... so i give it 2.5 popcorns haha....
ok the more impt matter is tat i met my close frens fr my AI days... we seldom get to meet, since we are all dispersed to diff areas... it was really nice watching the movie wif them haha... ( i might just feel shy if i watch it wif other people haha ) er, it just feels great u noe being wif old pals.. n i wan to thank them for such a nice present! hee... love it!

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Thursday, February 24, 2005

an0ther go0dy day

hee, i went to sakae again... yum yum... haha wif my honey of course... Pigging out is cool but... the consequences.... er... yets not think down tat road...
haha anyway i went to the dentist already n now i feel better... hee... but it cos a bomb la... haiz money is beginning to be an issue here....
okay... so i had my fun its time to study MA and finish my bgs reading (2 down 3 to go) kk, back to my books...
oh ya i went to check the i-shuffle... not bad eh? its ard $178, 512Mb (120 songs ) can consider... haha... but mom to sponsor? hm....

`dragging myself to study.

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Wednesday, February 23, 2005

yeSterday, aLL my tRoubLes seem so fAr away...

yup, i think the above title v accurately describe my day...
yesterday was great fun hanging out wif my ltb mateys, we sang our hearts out, prowl around the pool table, challenging one another... laugh at our own or others expense.. hee... capture our sillyness and unity in yet another neoprint... yup, yesterday was gd to me...
but today is another story... today will b rem as the day i visited the most dentists tat r closed or unable to accomodate me... and today is also the first day tat try to do the stuff on my To-do List...
cant wait for today to end and tmr to begin... tmr i will b happy... i noe it!

` awaiting for wat tmr holds...

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Tuesday, February 22, 2005

dReaMing aBt huSkies...

oh ya i had this dream abt huskies pups! haha.. they feel so furry and are so cute! wanted to hug them but they are like moving all over the plaCe haha... ok la... slept well, considering that i slept ard 12am and tat my mom had disturb my sleep...
haiz.. mom is on the plane to china... she will be gone for 2 weeks... i dun really like her to ;eave.. guess im still a dependent little girl on mommy...
okok, some things i need to finish up:
1. study for MA
2. research on Capital Budgeting
3. finish AS preoject
4. meet up wif my frens
5. have a life???
haha.... wonder where the fun went these days...
well, im looking fwd to singing at Kbox today... so its still not so bad lah...

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Sunday, February 20, 2005

L0u hEi & sLaCk!

this must be the 5th yu sheng that i ate... n tis time is abalone one! hee... anyway... its like super fun destroying the dish and dirtying the table... and our hands too.. haha
hm... i quite slack leh... went out wif one of my sisters and got a belated Bday gift! hee, lots of thx! and i got her a pre Bday gift! haha... its really nice to meet her today bec we so rarely meet up! miss all the gd time we spent together in the past... Rem the time i went over her place to drink ( we just turn 18) and i end up on her bed while she finish the rest of the drink... haha
and then i went wif my cus to Simei to walk... oh i saw 2 huskies pups in a day!!! im so attracted!! Gosh they are sooooo handsome... ( can die for )
Then i saw this bk that i really like... You Slay Me by Katie MacAlistor at Popular... but i dint get.... shucks... feel like getting man.... how how? bk leh, is it worth? haiz... i wait see how, if i really wan i will get... ya...

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Friday, February 18, 2005

aLL is weLL...

i was walking in the park alone when He inquire with a raised eyebrow if he could join me. giving Him the briefest of look i accepted His company... we didnt say anything... just walked... He seem to understand my situation and thus was comfortable with my silence. we walked & walked and in the quietness He showed me that the world is as it is... tt in His creation of imperfection there was kindness and beauty. He showed me how my problem isnt tt big afterall and peace is in my heart if i look for it. He told me tt all my troubles too will pass... He reminded me tt there is love in all His creations and He comforted me will the lightest touch...
yes, all is well. as i bid farewell to the quietness, He went back to stay in my heart.

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seeking soLitude alone...

its with a heavy heart tt im writing this... i feel so caged in and restless... i almost wanted to go out of my house to enjoy the magic of solitude in the night.. maybe i would... n hopefully i would find wat im looking for... i wan to run from the troubles that i have, the wickedness of the world, the cruelty of life, the unfairness of inequality and the pain of the heart... i noe i will grow stronger and happier in time to come but now i just wan to cry to the wind wishing tt it will swallow my hurt and fear, my insecurities and my heart....
pls wind, keep my heart safe as i battle my problems alone...

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Thursday, February 17, 2005

worshiping de long awaited visitor...

can u smell the sweet smell of rain? its has been such a long time since i last smell it, saw it, hear it, touch it... even though i have no idea how long it will stay, this long awaited and sorely missed visitor has finally decided to drop us a visit... and its time to thank God and Nature for the welcoming gift of rain... for it is rain that clean us and bring with it hope of a new begining after drought and heat had consume us. it is the rain that will give life to the desert.
however i also have to pray for lives loss in thunderstorms and flood due to rain... thus, while i in my safe room worship in silent the wonder and beauty of rain, i fear for its power...

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Wednesday, February 16, 2005

14 feb- lovely babes with roses fr. cool dudes

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Tuesday, February 15, 2005

Happy Birthday to all of us, eSp me! hee

its my Birthday! yeah! and its also ren re... so its every1's bday too! happy birthday guys! anyway there is no school today bec its my birthday! ( pls clap ) oh ya better get back to my main point....
( warning! wat u c next might too mushy for some.. haha )
ahem, thanks honey i absolutely love the figuring & i promise to take care of them! muack muack muack! i really really like it! hee and i really really love u.... ( v sweet smile ) haha... of cos i got more things to say but i will leave those for pillow talk k? hahaha... love u hon, thanks for understanding me and loving me.

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Monday, February 14, 2005

U guys R the highLight of My Valentine daY!!!

though im really tired, back is aching... CT meeting ended at 9pm plus plus... i really wanted to pen my tots before i go to rest.
my frens, you guys really surprised me today with the cake (did i mention i luveee it? all those strawberries! and pink too! hee). i love the presents too!!! thank you thank you all!!!! made me feel like a little princess, all frilly and pink and young and happy! i love the pink PJ! i love the magic wand! i adore the TrueFriends bookmark! and i got elmo! hee...
ok, now i wan to say this properly,
to Paik and Ivan: your totfulness really touched me, and thank u for being so sporting.
to mich: sweet as lolipop, a even better company
to heidi: sweetheart, the sweets cant compare to you
to elaine: u are prettier than the flowers u gave
to shunuan: babe, u mean so much more to me than sweets
to shihui: i love tulips, i love u more
to all actsmen: i will measure all my true frens by your standards.

(it may seem too overly done, all the above, but actually... u guys really deserve all those.here is why:)
the day wasnt suppose to hold much for me, with the fact that i got a hell of a day and no chance to meet my bf. but i got a bunch of great frens who brought color and sparkle to my valentine day. if u ask again, what is the most memorable V-day, today would be it! i admit i almost allow tears to slip but i think i manage quite well... i could stop smiling at 1 time trying to cover my surprise and happiness and a little shyness... and it is times like these i cant help wonder at the beauty of friendship, the magic of frens...

private!
grace to yihui :"honey, i love you. Muacks"

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Sunday, February 13, 2005

sianz... so sianz...

im so bored i had time for this quiz... hee got from heidi ( another sianer hee ) go try if u guys got time...
http://www.okcupid.com/personality?type=DGLM&g=2&o=1&h=157

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Friday, February 11, 2005

im SO unhaPPY !!!!!

yesh... im FREAKING PISSed!!! any1 messing wif me today is so gonna get it! ( pull hair ) nope! im not saying wat is the cause of this im just going to let this red boiling anger slowly ebb away.... feel so bad... maybe going to sch today would be better instead... now im just so mad... no mood to do any work.. haiz...

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Thursday, February 10, 2005

da nian Chu Er!

hee, its chinese new year!!!!!!!!! nian chu er and im typin on my comp... while my relatives create chaos in my living room haha... anyway to my bgs grp: i havent got my work done!!!! Mich pls dun come back yet! have more fun in Genting! to my CT gp: i left 3 Wat-ifs! so ya... soon soon.. kk to my self: when are u going to start on ur BIZLAW!!!! haiz... mei you jiu... kk still slacking... hope i get more studious soon! to every1 out there, have fun stay funky...

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Monday, February 07, 2005

Chinese New Year with stRings attaChed...

hm... i dun noe about you guys but this CNY seems to be quite warped to me... while i rehearse my chinese new year greetings i am also trying to remember what i have in my 'Work In Process'. namely, BGS hypothesis, CT processes and BizLaw ( test coming...) Gawd, maybe CNY is really about resting, resting so we can all go further... ( hm... maybe im too skeptical). Where did all my CNY mood went? shopping only seem to create the magic when i still have money to spend.. haha...
haiz, i am going to be optismistic!
MY CNY WILL B GREAT! because i will make it so! and i wish everyone a good and filling reunion dinner and may all of us collect super lots of hong bao!!! peace n prosperity good health to all!

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Saturday, February 05, 2005

hm... the White of the ceiLing seem 2 teLL a st0ry

man, its so boring to lie down for long period of time n do absolutely nothing! cant read, cant use my comp... haiz... well at least it seems to work... less pain now... but the medicine is horrible! my god... halfway thr i almost wan to throw up... its so ...YUCK! ( eee... even now after i had a sweet, i still recoil from that tot... )
anyway, yest was actually a gd day not taking into account my back pain... i got a present!!! yeah, thx Lex! ( r u reading this now? hee ) yup, its so pink! i love it! haha... ( is tat a pain look on ur face? ) haha... thank you thank you!
& i had dinner wif my honey at Sakae! another one of my loves.... (eating sakae or my Bf? ) hee, both la! N i wan to tell the world ( ok ok so i exaggerate the world part... ) that i have 1 of the worlds greatest bf! thx for bring me to see the doc!
and of course, look at my tag board, i have great pals!!! thank you for caring.. ( sob, sob ) im so honoured! here are kisses for all of u! muack muack! hee

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Friday, February 04, 2005

i am in deep trouble....

after i finish writing this i have to go lie down... thats wat the doctor prescribed... i got severe back sprain... i cant breath deeply, yawn or stretch else my back will hurt. i dun noe how i got it, i just noe that it hurts like hell... im so worried because if i dun recover in time, it might mean something even worse... pls pls dun let that be the case...

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Thursday, February 03, 2005

SMU, if u destory my relationship, i will ruin u!

Its just so nice to be in the company of my honey... until he said something about going UNI. NUS, NTU, SMU... which 1 to go to? haiz if there is no fee hike, its definitely SMU... now... im not sure.. he is not sure too... ok... i would rather he join me in SMU, but i won't mind v much if he goes to NTU but no hostel! haha... the same goes for NUS. but i prefer NTU to NUS bec tat makes the time gab between the 2 of us shorter... haiz.. so now wat? SMU ar SMU, why iincrease fees? if u destroy us i will personally see to it tat i ruin ur reputation! hrmp! ( sounds evil? okok to a small extend then... ) hee ( act innocant ).

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Tuesday, February 01, 2005

wheRe did mY time flew to???

haiz, a close friend of mine reflected to me tat its been quite some time since we last met... since we grad from JC i havent since her till now... truly, i havent have much time for my old pals... hey sorry guys... i feel the lost too.. its just tat SMU keeps me busy. Ur Uni must have kept u busy too... hopefully, i will b able to take time off after CNY to go out wif ALL of u. but now, its projects, projects, PROJECTS!

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BGS meeting turn Fun time

at last!!!! phew... lots of thx to Elaine the great ( puke puke) for settling my blog.. hee... here we are a bunch of crazy gals doing our own individual stuff... only the always v. hardworking Ahnuan n sometimes v. hardworking Michele doing bgs stuff... thx gals! okok will stop here first later kana scolded by Ahnuan...

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