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Friday, March 31, 2006

a brief respite

my wireless is so lousy its as fickle as a women.... when i bro turns it on, it bloodie hell works!!!! then when i try.... it does not response.... no fair!!!!!
anyway... things just arent going well... thats it.

will update another day... if god is willing,

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Tuesday, March 21, 2006

updates on a busy time of the sch year....

isnt it obvious that im busy from the lack of posts?!!
so here are some update for people who have not seen or heard from me since like er.. i dun noe... haha....

. . . Connecting . . .

these days i feel disconnected... more so than you'll think

these days i look dowdy... stress can do that to you

these days i am less happy (not sad, just uncontented)

these days i pour my feelings into writing that i keep from most

these days i lose track of time... time is counted by deadlines of projects, meetings and tests

these days im simply not on form.

End of update.

. . . Disconnect . . .

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LittLe fairY ~* at | [`10:58 AM]
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Thursday, March 09, 2006

love, be not proud

love, be not proud
you are not that great

you are not all-deserving
no one owes you a lunch

it takes more than your intervention
you are not a novel invention

you have seen the past of time
but unable to withstand the test of time

your glory days are over
it is time to hand over

To someone younger
who is less anal.

hahaha.... like? its just some fooling around...

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Tuesday, March 07, 2006

your blog is a tinted window to your soul

if that is true, i wonder what pple's view of my soul will be like... but! i think it really depends on the blog eh? some blog like this can be unrevealing or hm... maybe i just dun noe how much is reveal eh? hm?
anyway, I was surfing my usual dose of bloggies and I click on one that I have not visited for sometime. It was a random blog I click by but found some nice entries and decided to save into my favourite. However, what greet me wasn’t the usual pink and girly page, but a dark, black one… after reading the recent entries I found out that the blogger just went through a breakup and is feeling cynical about love presently. She contemplated on love is. (Don’t we all when we are unsure if such a thing exist?) She asked what all lovelorn people ask- is there such a thing as love? Is love all consuming and all bearing? Does it conquers all? And her answer... is no.
sometimes, we lose hope, lose faith, lose our bearings in life... what we need is some direction and cheer from pple around us... i hope that she gets stronger and learn that hearts are meant to be broken so that it will grow stronger... god didnt make a mistake when he gave us a heart that can be broken...

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LittLe fairY ~* at | [`10:25 PM]
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Sunday, March 05, 2006

A "As Requested"

4 things/pple who make me smile:
a happy yihui, happy family, god appearing in small things, yes and compliments (cant do without em)
4 ways to win my heart:
yihui, chocolates, romantic movies/shows/gestures and of course sincerity (haha, did i cheated?)
4 things i believe in:
god (as i noe him to be), good, evil and miracles.
4 things i fear:
being a bad person, loneliness, lousy GPA, insects/worms/creepy crawlies (hahaha.... no point playing fair now eh? plus i fear lots of stuffs man... 4 is not enough)
4 things i do everyday:
sleep, eat, love yihui, er... go toilet?!! haha...
4 things/pple i wan to see now:
Yihui, my degree with "highest distinction" printed on it, my driving license (i havent learnt yet), er... yuan hwa? haha.... it will be funny making him go thr all the process of flying back to down under.. hahahaha....
4 pple who should also do this:
if u are the first 4 person to see this, you are it!

done!

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LittLe fairY ~* at | [`8:31 PM]
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Wednesday, March 01, 2006

Quiz kope from Heidi's blog hahaha...

the Romantic
you chose BY - your Enneagram type is FOUR.

"I am unique"
Romantics have sensitive feelings and are warm and perceptive.

How to Get Along with Me
Give me plenty of compliments. They mean a lot to me.
Be a supportive friend or partner. Help me to learn to love and value myself.
Respect me for my special gifts of intuition and vision.
Though I don't always want to be cheered up when I'm feeling melancholy, I sometimes like to have someone lighten me up a little.
Don't tell me I'm too sensitive or that I'm overreacting!

What I Like About Being a Four
my ability to find meaning in life and to experience feeling at a deep level
my ability to establish warm connections with people
admiring what is noble, truthful, and beautiful in life
my creativity, intuition, and sense of humor
being unique and being seen as unique by others
having aesthetic sensibilities
being able to easily pick up the feelings of people around me

What's Hard About Being a Four
experiencing dark moods of emptiness and despair
feelings of self-hatred and shame; believing I don't deserve to be loved
feeling guilty when I disappoint people
feeling hurt or attacked when someone misundertands me
expecting too much from myself and life
fearing being abandoned
obsessing over resentments
longing for what I don't have

Fours as Children Often
have active imaginations: play creatively alone or organize playmates in original games
are very sensitive
feel that they don't fit in
believe they are missing something that other people have
attach themselves to idealized teachers, heroes, artists, etc.
become antiauthoritarian or rebellious when criticized or not understood
feel lonely or abandoned (perhaps as a result of a death or their parents' divorce)

Fours as Parents
help their children become who they really are
support their children's creativity and originality
are good at helping their children get in touch with their feelings
are sometimes overly critical or overly protective
are usually very good with children if not too self-absorbed

Renee Baron & Elizabeth Wagele

The Quick and Painless ENNEAGRAM Testhttp://www.okcupid.com/tests/take?testid=12721960859055255705

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