its my fourth attempt... maybe thats y im not so happy? haha.... NOPE! im a weirdo.... happiness comes to me in bursts.... now and then... i will suddenly jump up and do a little ungraceful dance in joy.... but mostly... my happiness is hidden in the mundane of my life... it doesnt feel different you know... like hey! 'im a driver now' kinda thing.....
but honestly,
i thank god, for obviously... she controls everything....
i thank my mom... for supporting me and encouraging me all the time, for not letting me quit...
i thank the tester... for being an instrument of god...
i thank the instructers that have guided me, gave me confidence... and all in all.. just being nice... and of course
my friends (you know who you are, all of u)...
and i thank all of u... who are not driving at 10 plus at AMK area today (the road was the more beautiful without u), those who are driving (for being kind and patient and showing courtesy, ITS ABT TIME people!) haha
and honey, thank you! For all that you have put thr...my insecurities...my frustrations, my helplessness and my all my weakness... you may think that it isnt much... but to me, it was the world.
gracias mundo (thank you, world)
Labels: nity bites, shoutouts
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[`11:23 PM]
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Wednesday, September 19, 2007
this week. hot group, actsmen
work... tend to come in with lots of company... today i presented my IPR final project... i got the project qns exactly 7 days ago.... its been a hectic week... despite that... im glad to have went back to 3M to meet up with the 'inmates' hahaha..... also had time to meet the 2 ladies (A & A) at Compass point for a while... miss ya all....
but back to school... my readings are just beside my laptop... hahaha... and i really need to get back to them... but here is something interesting...
ACTSMEN! you remember LTB and ASSISSI????? we had such a great time... all the laughter, all the hardwork....We were a hot group! hot groups, according to my reading (yes, the one beside my laptop) is a lively, high achieving, dedicated group, usually small, whose members are turned on to an exciting and challenging task.... sounds like us huh!
they say... that hot groups cannot be build... they occur naturally... see how rare we are!!!! We must keep/stay in touch k!!!! i really really... miss those times...
kk... must get back to my reading.... so tired....
Labels: INternship, nity bites, shoutouts
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[`10:33 PM]
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Monday, September 10, 2007
sleeping with aircon
choked by smoke
emited by
joss-sticks
lamp-posted on pavement
on my way home
in Singapore
on the seventh month
shut out by window
locked out by door
i check-in to
the safety
of my ward
to sleep with
the air-con
fight morning nausea
whenever i trip past
the
shitting lots of birds
tear caught in eyes
hands over nose and mouth
pray for quick painless deaths
by air rifles.
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LittLe fairY ~* at |
[`8:20 PM]
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Tuesday, September 04, 2007
Happy Bday YX! & my Sp.Topics MGMT group
@ ACM
@ Hindu Temple (Perumal)
Seems fun? haha.... not really... lots of work... just found out about the 100 over page reading for lesson 1... and its lesson 3 already!!!! (panic attack) anyway... im suppose to reflect on what i have learnt.... er... not much? haha.... i will have to be more meticulous with my keeping of a journal (journal???!!!!)
Labels: fotos, nity bites
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LittLe fairY ~* at |
[`6:10 PM]
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Monday, September 03, 2007
the price of beauty (not so shallow)
i recently bought 2 pairs of shoes....they
arent not cheap....
ard $40 a pair...
haha...
thats not cheap compared to some $15 shoes i have bought before.... but well...
thats not the point... the point is.. i dint think they will be so painful!!!! got blisters on both my feet to show for it!!! i only tried one pair... think its the more painful pair (i hope so!!!) they
arent high heels...
ard 1 inch to 2 inches... but oh my feet.. my dear feet...
lol.... i
noe im pathetic...
hahaha... considering that to some
pple... pain is nothing! people (both ladies and man) who go under the knife....the ladies who bind their feet (in the past la).... people (you all know who u are) who diet!!!!!! and of course exercise freaks ( i respect u all!!!!
muahaha)
sheesh... after all the pain....
im sure i WILL wear the shoes again.... all in the name of vanity/beauty...
watever you wan to call it... it is so important that we look good? No! But, is it so important that people find us good looking? YES!
thats life.... sad sad life.... i
noe its me... i cant choose to not follow this so called '
conventional' beauty....
what is beauty? It is a value judgement, by ourselves! you may say, that no, its judgement by others.... but honesty, we think we look good or bad, too fat or too thin, too short or too tall, perfect, even, based on a judgement by ourselves (of course taking into account, what others will think, what society values!) but still, arent we the persons who make the final call on the judgement?if this is not the case, scoring, grading etc. will have no meaning... because such measurements are deem sensible only by what we (society has made us) believe. babies and infants who do not make sense of grades, they do not prefer the A to the B or detest the F. to them, these alphabets simply, are just things... with no attached meaning. it is only after the 'nurture' of society, do these alphabets gain meaning. So we prefer the A to the B and of course dread the F. this is the same with looks... only because we are 'educate/ brainwashed' of the different standards of looks (beauty vs ugly) that we will judge and prefer one to another.phew. kk thats the endLabels: nity bites
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[`10:19 PM]
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