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Thursday, March 29, 2007

Happy day

Happiness is
Leaving school early to go shopping
Spending time at Starbucks with a hot cuppa
Then strolling home in the light rain
Happiness is today

And here’s thanks to God for giving me happiness
Despite being in small dozes…

p.s: IO pple… you guys rock my world… really enjoyed the brunch we had…keep in touch k!!!! else I will get Elaine to smack you all! hee

Labels: nity bites, shoutouts

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Monday, March 26, 2007

lunch with the male species

hm... you know the phrase, men are from mars and women from venus??? then some smart alec came along and say:"so what? both of you are on earth. so deal with it!"
well... today i sat in with 4 guys during their lunch and had an ear full... hahaha... let me tell wat the conversation consist of...
the guy talk revolved around people(guys).... people who are not in santa's nice list... (at least to them la...) so they bitch about people... u noe wat? thats what gals do too!!!! we tend to bitch about other gals... and guys bitch about other guys.... so they tok about them being losers... being a miser... being too hao lian.. about talking down to others... (so these are attributes that guys pin point...)
ok... so gals gossip about guys... hunks... ratings.... who's who.... same go for guys... they talk about gals.... about babes with erm.... assets and how they flaunt it... (on this point i wanted to object... but i kept quiet.... it's so much fun to listen, but since im blogging i tot its good to let u all (gfs) noe... some guys think that wearing low cut tops are the prerogative of gals with big boobs... (shakes head....simple minded... its like saying only guys with big erm... wear tight pants..)
ya anyway... then they talk about hitting on gals.... (yawnz... nothing interesting there...guys daring guys.... grow up!!!!)
then they go back to talking about people they dun like.... (hm.... a little stale already...)
the highlights of the conversation is the expressions used... it was vulgar.... crude.. and funny... so... its like gals talk (just more crude) but just as funny i think....

anyway... its nice to observe the dynamics of the group.... how the conversation flow... who controls the direction... the body language... maybe because of me... the talk didnt flow as freely but still... it is different from a seat in with yihui and his pals.. bec well... just bec...

Labels: nity bites

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Saturday, March 24, 2007

lost my compass

im cpt. jack sparrow...
and my compass dont work anymore

i lost my purpose, my goal
and i dun even noe when i lost it...
was walking to school... when i tot that i have not been doing what ever i wan.... i have not blindly pursue my desires and push other people aside... i have not put myself first as often as i did before... (which is good bec it was one of my new year resolutions.. not sure for which years).... but making myself happy was one of my goals.... which i am (still able) able to do something about it.. something i could take charge of... so now... wat is my goal? to make others happy? i can do that... its just not v satisfing... am i selfish? i mean... life is short and am i going to let it be spent on frivolous things... so what are the meaningful things? when i am lying on my death bed... what will i look back at... and noe, truly noe that i have accomplished whatever i was meant to do and feel good and proud about it.... that i could tell god that i have done wat she asked of me....

i am so lost... so confused.... i just wan to noe that i am here and by being myself, im doing my purpose.... because if god's purpose for us is to for us to live our lives freely... then i will be accomplishing my purpose...

Labels: nity bites

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Thursday, March 22, 2007

real crooked finger running on keypad

sometimes i just hate myself... shakespeare isnt kidding when he say that "Frailty, thy name is woman" because i got this nagging feeling he was refering to me...
i complaint that the bag is too heavy too often... half the time i drink from the can, i cant lift the lid... yep, i cant open as many bottles too.. so it isnt surprising that i couldnt lift the knob that goes with the tap (for shower) in the bathroom.... but it was slippery and my finger hit the tap as i attempt to lift the knob.... great.... not only did water burst out (in the wrong direction) my tears burst out too... shucks... anyway.... here i am... typing away with a swollen index finger.. stupid, stupid grace...

Labels: nity bites, tradegy

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Wednesday, March 21, 2007

some bf and gf time

Had some bf and gf time today, it was great... caught the movie Music and Lyrics... Drew Barrymore is one of my fav actresses... its quite funny... and time flew really fast... thought it was 1.5 hrs when it actually is 2...

Now i have to go back to memorizing my speech for tmr's presentation, go IO group! Friday, Sat and even Sun may be spent in sch again.... got lots of things i wan to blog about but dun noe how to go about doing it with all the work.... so im going to be general...

1. If you cant do all the disgusting stuff (like shit, pick ur nose etc.) in front of ur other half... does it mean sth???

2. Wat is real? i noe some things are true (philosophically provened) but how do i recognize them?

3. Heroes is GREATNESS

4. My shuffle still has no songs...(going to sch is terrible)

5. my frens are in exotic places for xchanges and im jealous (mildly)

6. gtg think wat to wear tmr... haha

`flittering fairy

Labels: Movies, nity bites

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Sunday, March 18, 2007

to some1 dear to me

im praying for ur health...
im hoping for fair weather on dark days...
im not saying anything, but im saying a lot...

im praying for ur safety...
im hoping for speedy recovery and no complications
im not saying anything, but im saying a lot...

im praying for u to understand...
im hoping for my love to shine through to u
im not saying anything, but im saying a lot.

Labels: tradegy

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Friday, March 16, 2007

Rascal Flatts - Bless The Broken Road

I set out on a narrow way many years ago
Hoping I would find true love along the broken road
But I got lost a time or two
Wiped my brow and kept pushing through
I couldn't see how every sign pointed straight to you

Every long lost dream lead me to where you are
Others who broke my heart they were like northern stars
Pointing me on my way into your loving arms
This much I know is true
That God blessed the broken road
That led me straight to you

I think about the years I spent just passing through
I'd like to have the time I lost and give it back to you
But you just smile and take my hand
You've been there you understand
It's all part of a grander plan that is coming true

Every long lost dream lead me to where you are
Others who broke my heart they were like northern stars
Pointing me on my way into your loving arms
This much I know is true
That God blessed the broken road
That led me straight to you

one of the Gems that i was given.... really beautiful lyrics...

anyway.... sth more unusual... a fren brought me for prata breakfast on Wed.... all the way in NUS area.... nuts... haha... but really nice to do sth more unusual... had it not been for him i would be skipping breakfast and munching on bread from Edmund's in Ethics class. haha

Labels: lyricks

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Sunday, March 11, 2007

where are you happiness? its me, Grace

i think i lost myself.... i lost the happy gal inside of me... these days... im pensive...thinking too much, too long... im restless... im lifeless... except when i hit the pool... they say that exercise helps you not think too much... but i cant spent all my time at the pool.... shopping lost its appeal... food became tasteless... where is the vibrant gal that grab life by its horn and go Woowhee!!! inject me with spirit! happy grace please come back! i want to be happy! i want to be care-less, i want to be me again....

Labels: nity bites

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Friday, March 09, 2007

A storm broke out on my way home

A storm broke out on my way home,
It was salty.

My eyes was hit by it as well,
Too swollen and red to open fully,
I walked half lidded.

I stick hard to the more sheltered path
Avoiding watchful eyes on the streets

The sky was dry tonight
But I felt hot raindrops
Beating on my cheeks

A storm broke out on my way home,
It was bitter.

- thx ivan for keeping this for me

Labels: Poetry

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Thursday, March 08, 2007

lost treasures

losing my laptop made me realise my treasures come in all sizes... they are not just those with monetary value.... they can be really useless and inexpensive... and worthless to some...
but i... i really miss my poems.... the ones that i did not upload to my blog... in fact... some of my favourites are not handed up to prof... so i cant get them back... and i cant rem them word for word.... ouch.... but sometimes.... when i feel like reading them aloud because it just feel appropriate... they are just not there....
my photos are gone too but i feel a greater lost for my poems... they are like my feelings and thoughts at particular times.... they are glasses for me to see my heart and soul with more clarity...
but.... i must learn to accept that some things are meant to be lost.... so, now, i will upload all my poems online... if i write them again....the story of my life, feelings and thoughts in pretty proses

Labels: nity bites, Poetry, tradegy

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Tuesday, March 06, 2007

on the train today

i was caught by the scene at the window... it wasnt anything fancy or different.... it was the same old, same old... but i tot of sth else, sth that i would nv have tot before... what if one day, the scene will be unfamiar to me? maybe it will a train ride in tokyo... a cable ride in swiss.... or maybe it will be homecoming many years in the future... and i wouldnt be able to recognize Singapore.... i dun feel worried... i dun feel unease... just a sense of wonderment.... of what if....

Labels: nity bites, wonderlust

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tembles in lib

the lib is stressing... so stressing that i feel trembles???
ok, so its not the lib's atmosphere.... is earthquake in Indonesia....
yup, and i could feel it in SMUlib...
so did u guys feel it???

Labels: shoutouts

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Monday, March 05, 2007

I love my AhMa!- thanks

Labels: shoutouts

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Friday, March 02, 2007

Not ready to make nice - by Dixie Chicks

Forgive, sounds good.
Forget, I'm not sure I could.
They say time heals everything,
But I'm still waiting

I'm through, with doubt,
There's nothing left for me to figure out,
I've paid a price, and i'll keep paying

I'm not ready to make nice,
I'm not ready to back down,
I'm still mad as hell
And I don't have time
To go round and round and round
It's too late to make it right
I probably wouldn't if I could
Cause I'm mad as hell
Can't bring myself to do what it is
You think I should

I know you said
Why can't you just get over it,
It turned my whole world around
and i kind of like it

I made by bed, and I sleep like a baby,
With no regrets and I don't mind saying,
It's a sad sad story
That a mother will teach her daughter
that she ought to hate a perfect stranger.
And how in the world
Can the words that I said
Send somebody so over the edge
That they'd write me a letter
Saying that I better shut up and sing
Or my life will be over

I'm not ready to make nice,
I'm not ready to back down,
I'm still mad as hellAnd I don't have time
To go round and round and round
It's too late to make it right
I probably wouldn't if I could
Cause I'm mad as hell
Can't bring myself to do what it is
You think I should

I'm not ready to make nice,
I'm not ready to back down,
I'm still mad as hell
And I don't have time
To go round and round and round
It's too late to make it right
I probably wouldn't if I could
Cause I'm mad as hell
Can't bring myself to do what it is
You think I should

Forgive, sounds good.
Forget, I'm not sure I could.
They say time heals everything,
But I'm still waiting

Great song, music and lyrics!
influenced by a fren (thanks)... and its the only song on this temp. laptop that i will be returning tonight... thank cus, really appreciate it!!!! and to every1 who shared my burden, cursed the evil witch and gave advice and wanted to assist me, thanks!!!!! .... (thanks elaine for ur offer, but i wont take it up, its not v nice to take ur money... u need it for ur 09 marriage.. lol)...
love, sad fairy

Labels: lyricks, shoutouts

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