sometimes in my reality i seem to sense shockwaves coming from another dimension telling me that my reality aint that real after all... maybe, it is my sub concious telling me that life is too good to be true... i dun worry about money until recently and i dun worry tat much at all.... i have no concept of hardship... hello? im life is a bed of roses (minus thorns), i dun do house work unless i want to, i dun cook unless i feel like it... i am pampered with lots of pretty and unnessary trinkets... i have got my close friends and family beside me all the time....
i dun wan to give up my reality, it is my comfort zone, my sheltered harbour... i dun noe how to face financial difficulties or the working society... how to climb the corporate ladder ( is it an inborn thing??? haha) i dun noe how to face independence...
all i noe is that no matter how i try to fight the calls and signs from the other reality... it is just as real or even more so than my beautifully woven reality...
but when the time comes that i have out grown my cocoon... i will be ready to fly! i must!
` sweet dreams... zzzZzZzzzzz
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