i had such big hopes for today... like studying for MA, doing my MA report, compiling my bgs stuff and doing my bizlaw script and swimming and resting... haha.... but change of plans!!!
i accompanied my relatives to pay my respect to my ancestors... yup... Qing Mi Jie is coming... hows the mood? erm... i watch my grandma kneel in front of the ... ( i dun noe wat that is called.. got a pic and the name of the person one... on the wall) and mumble under her breath something that i cant quite catch.. i watch her do this for her parents, grandparents... and her husband... i feel like she is telling them that she will join them soon and tell them that all is well with the family.... i guess i do feel a little sentimental and sad... i wonder if she misses them alot... cos i noe if my love ones leave me, i will miss them super much... but death is another begining eh? Perhaps an even better one... and rem? Death ends life, NOT relationships.
this episode made me feel calmer and more at peace bec i noe that im just a small speck in the larger order of things...
` qing ming shi jie, yu fen fen...
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